I took tomorrow off. I needed it, mentally and emotionally. The chocolate and the wine are just to relax.
After talking to my friend, she agreed that with the panic attacks I am so stressed that I should be in the hospital. I knew that it was so bad that I was considering the hospital. Since I really can’t do that right now, taking a day off work is the next best thing. Plus finding a new job. The actual job isn’t hard, just the personnel issues and HR. It’s a hostile environment that’s horrible for just about everyone except the people causing the hostile environment.
There is good news. It was a lovely sunny and warm day which is really rare for Easter especially here in Oregon. I made sure to spend some time out in it. Now just watch and we’ll get a freak snowstorm in April. But it’s SPRING! We’re all enjoying it while it lasts.
I will deal with the work crap on Tuesday. Now to work on the wine. I’ve already eaten the chocolate cake and ice cream.