This week has been slightly better, though not much better than the last few weeks. I decided to lower the dosage of my antidepressant because I noticed it wasn’t having that much of an effect anymore plus I missed a dose and I didn’t notice a change. So I cut my current dose in half … Continue reading A Slightly Better Week
Okay, it’s just a toy but I love these guys Just celebrating one of my better days. Continue reading I have a minion!
This is a post from several months ago detailing where I was emotionally and mentally though if you had seen me in person you could get the full picture. I just remember everything was spiralling and now am very glad that I was fired. The environment was horrible and was really hurting me and several … Continue reading Changes
My unemployment claim was finally put through and I can now start collecting benefits. After dealing with the ajudicator last Wed I wasn’t sure but they believed me and approved my claim. So I will have some support now versus what I had. Now I just need to find a new job if only so … Continue reading Finally
I can’t. I’d rather sleep than do anything else. Sleep untill I have a new job. I’m too numb and I just don’t want to care. I’m too messed up right now. All I want to do is hide. Sleep and hide. See noone because they’ll shatter my numbness and create shards of pain. My … Continue reading I Just Can’t