This is a post from several months ago detailing where I was emotionally and mentally though if you had seen me in person you could get the full picture. I just remember everything was spiralling and now am very glad that I was fired. The environment was horrible and was really hurting me and several people saw it and told me I needed to get out for my own health and safety. I am now out and glad that is behind me.
I would have updated sooner but life has been rather lousy lately. My biggest issue has been work amd a certain individual. It’s been so bad that the last two days I’ve been in tears. I’m fed up, so much so that I’m ready to quit even though I can’t afford to nor do I have another job lined up. I don’t want to quit because then this asshole wins but my mental health and safety are important, more important than that idiot.
I talked to my one supervisor about how I feel but nothing will really be done. I also talked to a couple of coworkers and told them how I feel that I can’t report stuff because nothing happens or it explodes back on me. Why bother when company policy is to keep people even when they make dangerous and unsafe mistakes. I kid you not. This job isn’t worth it anymore. Not with how I’m treated or how I feel.
So searching for a new job is definitely in my future.