As in this is my 200th blog post. Go me.
And I have had 200 likes. So go you (everyone who’s read and/or liked my blog).
On to the actual post.
I did something very scary and I still feel a bit ashamed. I went to Saint Vincent de Paul and got food. Which I really needed since I was down to two eggs, a couple of turkey burger patties, and rice. So I really needed food. As I was, driving home, I was trying so hard not to break into tears. I felt like I had hit so far down, was such a failure that I didn’t deserve any of that food or any help. I wanted to return it all. I didn’t and spent most of the drive home telling myself that I will be okay.
That’s been my mantra, my saying: I will be okay. Hopefully, if I say it enough I’ll fully believe it.
I did also managed to apply to another job today. I hope I hear something back soon.
I also did several other things today which makes this a pretty good day for me.
First, day four of getting up before noon. Well, I had to go to Saint Vincent de Paul between 9:30 and 11:30 so I had to get up.
I also picked up a free item.
I went to the library which was where I was able to use the computers there to apply to that job.
I verified two gift cards didn’t work and one that which means I have a little grocery money.
I also got sun.
And I called my parents for financial help with the credit card bill.
So I’ve been busy today.