Between that long post the other day and telling my friend some of that stuff and more today, I am emotionally and mentally wrecked. My sleep has been messed up which is not fun when I had just started getting back on a schedule. So I’m wrecked. A bit physically as well. I still have another post in the works dealing with my messed up headspace. I still can’t believe that I’ve gotten this far or am still alive with all I’ve dealt with.
And since I’m not wanting to delve back into that headspace right now, this will be it for a while. I’ll still post but the big heavy stuff will be a few days. It’s too draining and upsetting and leaves me wrecked.