So after doing the research for that job interview, I realized that the job just wasn’t for me. It was a sales job and I hate sales. So I withdrew from the job interview.
Just because I want and need a job doesn’t mean I should just take any job, especially one that I have problems with and does not match my values. While it would have been a job, I know my anxiety would have been through the roof and I didn’t need that. So yes, back to the job search. But that’s okay. I need to be true to me not someone else’s bottom line and lust for money.