The Angries

I have anger issues. There. I said it. But I’m not supposed to get angry or be angry or feel angry or show anger. I’m supposed to keep my mouth shut and take it. I’m to keep smiling and never show any emotion but happiness. Feeling any emotion is explicitly NOT allowed. That’s not what … Continue reading The Angries

Creeping Into Sadness

This is the time of year it gets bad for me.  The holiday season.  October through at least Februay. A reminder of how screwed up I am, how much of an idiot I am for wanting to be loved especially by my family, how I’ve failed at everything, how I’ve deluded myself in thinking that … Continue reading Creeping Into Sadness

To Those Other Commenters

Yes, you. Thank you. Your ability to disagree civilly and to articulate a respectful response is much appreciated.  It demonstrates the respect you have for me and my opinions, my beliefs even if you disagree with them.  And thank you to those that have posted supportive comments. Those have been helpful and uplifting to read, … Continue reading To Those Other Commenters

To Those Commenters

To Those Commenters: You know who you are.  The attacks, the lies, the name calling, the vitriol do not endear you to me.  Telling me I’m stupid and that I know nothing about guns or crime does not help you.  It’s just an attack because you do not want to take seriously anything I have … Continue reading To Those Commenters