Feeling Like an Idiot

As soon as I feel lime I’ve got a grasp on social interaction and niceties, the rules change and I’m left learning a whole new way of doing things. I know I’ve always been socially inept but at least I’ve been able to fake it. Anymore I can’t even do that. I took out the … Continue reading Feeling Like an Idiot

Loyalty to Pain

The title comes from the lyrics to Charlotte Martin’s song Veins. It feels like everything is just getting worse, that everything is going to come to a head and I will lose everything. It’s going to be bad. So a bit of a backtrack. I made it to Mass Sunday and sorely wished I hadn’t. … Continue reading Loyalty to Pain