We'll See
I’m reposting this blog post in light of current events. Especially since many people, many women, are throwing women who have suffered rape and abuse under the bus to support men who abuse women but are the same political party as they are. For example (these are fictitious though they may appear similar to real … Continue reading Rape is a Sin – A Repost
My mother texted me earlier today to tell me she had put money in my account. (My parents are helping me financially until I get a job.) Then she asks if I’ve got a job yet and then tells me that she’s slowly running out of money. Money is a huge anxiety trigger for me. … Continue reading Money and My Mother’s Lies
As soon as I feel lime I’ve got a grasp on social interaction and niceties, the rules change and I’m left learning a whole new way of doing things. I know I’ve always been socially inept but at least I’ve been able to fake it. Anymore I can’t even do that. I took out the … Continue reading Feeling Like an Idiot
I went on to YouTube last night and here was Josh’s latest song. The lyrics are powerful and kind of what I needed right now. Continue reading Josh Groban’s Latest-Granted
The title comes from the lyrics to Charlotte Martin’s song Veins. It feels like everything is just getting worse, that everything is going to come to a head and I will lose everything. It’s going to be bad. So a bit of a backtrack. I made it to Mass Sunday and sorely wished I hadn’t. … Continue reading Loyalty to Pain
I am so close to leaving the Catholic Church right now. It has nothing, and I mean nothing, to do with anything in the news. It’s just me. I can’t hack it anymore. Nothing seems to get better. I didn’t go to Mass today. It may have started out as trying to fix my sleep … Continue reading Ready to Walk Away
Charlotte Martin “Redeemed” This song has been a big help lately. It’s not a religious song but you could interpret some of the lyrics as religious in meaning. I really appreciate the chorus because it says the abuse and my depression aren’t all of me. “Where is the hand for me to reach, where is … Continue reading Being Redeemed
