Lent, that it. I still have many other posts I should finish and post but part of my Lenten observerance this year involves updates and posts here. This year for Lent I am: Going meatless (I do this every year) No pizza (something I’ve done the last few years) Apply or at least look for … Continue reading It’s Begun
That’s largely what I feel right now, numb. I believe that’s a,little bit from being back on my medication again. It will pass but the numbness existed before I went back on my meds. I’m back on them, at least the small supply I have, to get through the next couple months. Plus, I was … Continue reading Numb
I’m not sure what. I had been meaning to write a whole post on compliance and obedience but here it is Good Friday and all I want is Lent to be over. It’s not about being able to eat meat again or being done with fasting. I just don’t want to deal with Christ dying … Continue reading Oh, To Be So …
Dealing with depression is not easy. Add faith and it gets much harder especially when some of my triggers come from supposed Catholics and my own rearing in the faith. Right now I find it hard to get out of bed to go to Mass on Sunday mornings. I didn’t go today though I did … Continue reading Depression and God
Yes, I am. I’m not going to listen to those angry, narcissistic, abusive, self-centered traditionalists. I am not going to listen to their demands that everyone attend the EF or the belittling of the priesthood. I am not going to accept their putdowns and comments that women should shut up and never been seen or … Continue reading I’m Going to Be a Bad Catholic
As the title says, depression sucks. I’m stuck in a spiral, out of control, everything is getting worse world where no one even notices that I’m hurting or refuses to acknowledge it or want me to hide everything I feel because making them feel bad is the unforgivable sin. I’m too fat. Jeans I only … Continue reading Depression Sucks
Again, CAF seems to be full of people who would rather smack people down than help lift them up. There’s a thread on how a “priest was harsh in confession” (harsh? define harsh) plus threads on cafeteria catholicism, soft catholicism, etc. and there are people who are going on about how priests today are weak … Continue reading Let’s Just Beat People with a Stick, Why Don’t We?