Rules and Stability

Even though it’s 4:35 on a Sunday morning and should be sleeping, I feel more pressed to write. Rules matter, especially to someone like me who needs boundaries that will be respected since mine rarely were.  I like rules.  Not too many or overly strict, impossible ones but good, clear rules that work.  Not just … Continue reading Rules and Stability

Being Forgotten

I’m seven Another Friday afternoon Going to the office, having to call you, again, to come pick me up, pick up S You say, voice distant on the telephone and not because of actual distance, that you didn’t forget, sounding airy and yet dismissive of me stating the facts The secretary listening in but not … Continue reading Being Forgotten

Not Quite Letting Go

While the original title was the title of a song, I changed it because this reflects better about a decision I’ve come to after reflection. I can’t really go into what all was behind this decision, at least the stuff that doesn’t directly involve me and my behavior and thoughts,  but upon reflecting upon interactions … Continue reading Not Quite Letting Go