Not Dealing

I think one of the things with anxiety and depression is that even if you know your “triggers”/ things that cause you problems, are aware, and do what you can to mitigate them, you can still feel like you’ve been hit by a truck when they happen. My mother is one those problems. Granted, all … Continue reading Not Dealing

Loyalty to Pain

The title comes from the lyrics to Charlotte Martin’s song Veins. It feels like everything is just getting worse, that everything is going to come to a head and I will lose everything. It’s going to be bad. So a bit of a backtrack. I made it to Mass Sunday and sorely wished I hadn’t. … Continue reading Loyalty to Pain

Being Redeemed

Charlotte Martin “Redeemed” This song has been a big help lately. It’s not a religious song but you could interpret some of the lyrics as religious in meaning. I really appreciate the chorus because it says the abuse and my depression aren’t all of me. “Where is the hand for me to reach, where is … Continue reading Being Redeemed